It should be me accompanying you nak
It should be me taking care of you
It should be me cooking for you
It should be me playing all the day with you and it should be me to be always beside to you
Ibu feel so sorry nak, to place you in such this situation
Ibu feel so sorry nak, to let this happen
Ibu feel so sorry that you need to pass through this moment
Allah ease everything to us
But at the same time, ibu feel so guilty
How come ibu do this? Why ibu do this? What for?
Well, it is only 3 weeks to go my son, my lovely one.
But even after this, ibu need to leave you again before we can reunite.
Ibu hope that you will give your forgiveness nak.
O Allah, how hard this way to achieve my dream to study
O Allah, please give me strength, please give me patience
O Allah, please protect my son wherever he is.
O Allah, please help me to finish what I’ve started
Please help us, please help me
Denpasar, 18 February 2018